tv doctors are not real doctors

so as a few of you may know i had a divergence from a relationship somewhat recently.

the other day i'm watching grey's anatomy where ms. merideth is going through a similiar situation. she's visiting her therapist and i thought i'd give a few of the pointers a try.

every time she saw the brain doc she said - "he's with rose now, and that's ok."

ok - i'll give it a whirl. "he's with xxxx now, and that's ok."

everytime the doc said it - i'd say. through the course of the hour the both of us were becoming fast friends working through our bonded issues.

we were healing, mending even the somewhat untrue feelings of abandonment. really - in the end, both me and meriD got what we asked for.

but i digress - so we both feel healed, maybe somewhat naively lying to ourselves, but during the course of 52 minutes we were new people.

as merideth was telling her therapist the good news i revelled in my own happiness.

then the therapist speaks - will we both be congratulated for our mature, big girl/ boy way of handling the situation? will she realize the strength in our virtuous actions?

therapist: "He's WITH Rose."

meredith: "Why do you keep saying that?"

therapist: "Because if you can't see what's wrong with that sentence he's with Rose we'll never get anywhere."

Mary Magdeline mother of Jesus Christ - we had both been saying it the wrong way. it's not "he's with rose" but "he's WITH rose!" it's not supposed to be said in a relaxing, lets move on with our feelings way but more like "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON - THIS ISN'T RIGHT - LOVE ME!" type of way

i asked moira what does this mean - does that mean me and meri made a big mistake?

she informed me that no - the difference is that merideth and mcdreamy belong together - maybe you guys don't.

right then - right when she said that i KNEW what she meant.

if i'm ever going to find true love i need to get on a weekly 1 hour dramedy.