So this concludes the ending of the Melanie XX series. Sadly it's not one of sexual desires or freakishly delicious fantasies. Instead - months after disappearing - she resurrects into my life with a disjointed essay she claims to have written for a college course. only read it if you have nothing else to do - there's not much point except to highlight the basic absurdity that she is.
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"Choosing Your Religion": Article
From: Melanie XX (mXX@XXXX.com)
Sent: Wed 10/30/02 11:57 AM
To: Mark_XX@X.com
Melanie Miller
(Hi Mark, long time no see, Tell me what you think of my article I'm writting for a journalism class I'm now taking in college. Melanie
102 East XXXXX
XXX, Indiana
47XXX
812-886-XXXX
"Choosing Your Religion"
There was a time in my life when everything seemed to go wrong until one day I received well over a thousand dollars and no it was not by gambling. Money was scare and I needed it more than anyone I know. I am a pagan and perform spells and hold rituals during pagan festivities only. The spell I chanted was a money spell and I and a few of my friends gathered together, to cast different spells. We held hands in circle, my coven sisters and I, as we sang to tje diety of our choice.
The night was cool and a gentle breeze fell upon our faces. We danced for the gods and whorshipped them well, with jewelry layed at the altar and fruits as the gods and goddess love fruits and gifts. We are not a satanic cult, we are of the pagan faith religion and our beliefs are strong. We all have been baptised pagans, on Halloween night and it is a beautiful feeling to be baptised on the biggest festival of the annual event of witches and worlocks and pagans and is the best time of the calender month to perform spell casting. Halloween Eve is also exceptionally well night, to perform rituals, only good ones, not animal sacrificing as Wiccians and Pagans make and oath, to harm ye none!
I have been of the pagan religion for two years now and I quite enjoy it. When we pagans get together, we have meals, sing songs to the gods or goddess and even have camp fires and chant and be merry. We do not, however, celebrate Christmas and most witches do not believe in God but there are a few pagans that believe in a supreme being who created us. I enjoy paganism as their are so many Gods and Goddess to choose from to ask for request, to be answered. As long as is it not of 'evil bidding', then we pagans in our group, see nothing wrong with what we practice.
Yes paganism has come a long way baby and we pagans are here to stay! We act like anyone else, even hold meetings in a restaurant(s) or one of our choice and we have just as many members as a Satanic or Jehovah witness church. We get involved in spiritual activites, help support fund raisers, donate food, and clothing to the homeless as well, so anyone who speaks poorly against our religion is barking up the wrong tree. We have just as much right on this earth, as the christain believers do. I personally do not believe in one true God, for I believe there are many gods and goddess whom can answer prayers and requests. My money spell for instance, worked well, when I asked a certain diety for money and within a week, I received almost $2,000.00 Yes, you can ask for material things if you need them but not for only greed, for that it not what paganism is entirely about. We only ask for good things for us and others and if we believe in our prayers and requests to be answered and they are, then we know that the gods have blessed us well. Yes, better to know many gods and praise them, than to not know of any god at all. I love being a pagan and I always will enjoy the fact that I have converted to paganism for I have many gods and goddess to choose from and they do answer many of my hearts desires.
If you or anyone you know is into paganism, I say, it is nothing to be ashamed of, in fact, it only, makes you a better person for you choose what you want to be, whom you've decided to be your God and that is all that matters the most. Be happy, treat others kindly and wish the best for everyone and yourself, all the best of luck and love and you will then truely be blessed. Remember, no matter what religion or deity you choose to whorship, just be sure it is one that is helpful and not harmful towards yourself or others because those curse spells can and will backfire on you. Of all people who know this, I do! Yes, being a pagan does have its rewards, just see for yourself and you will be amazed at the many doors that will be open for you!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
gobble gobble
i commented on how rude my friends were to choose family over me on Thanksgiving. The conversation soon shifted.
Mark (Facebook status): is annoyed that his "friends" are choosing to hang out with family instead of him today. talk about selfish.
Jason: if you were in chi town i would have invited you! family is over rated!
Mark: ha - true. though if my memory is right i always liked your family. they seemed slightly off which reminded me of my family. i remember your sister with the big hair picking us up from the bowling alley and your 20lb brother drinking protein shakes.
memories.
Jason: yes those were the days but sadly i dont go home. my mother is a whore and my brother and sister live on opposite sides of the state.
you don't still throw the ball backwards do you?
Mark: hmm... ball backwards - basketball? i'm not sure i know that.
and i have to ask - how whorish is the old hag? don't really think of her as a hag but since we are currently calling her a whore i didn't think there would be any ill feelings.
Jason: you used to throw the bowlibg ball backwards. oh my mother met many a men over a phone dating service and slept with all of them one married her and how the hag lives in a trailer park in branson!!
Mark: haha - silver dollar city. my grandparents bought me my first whip there.
i hate to laugh - but it is kind of funny.
to make it up to you i'm going to wish she gets an STD not curable by ointment and she is forced to urinate in a bag for the rest of her life.
Jason: aww why thank you. she probably already has one living in that shit hole trailer that she resides in. ah the holidays bring out toucbing fanily feelings!!
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In honor of mandy -
I'll have a gobble gobble please.
Mark (Facebook status): is annoyed that his "friends" are choosing to hang out with family instead of him today. talk about selfish.
Jason: if you were in chi town i would have invited you! family is over rated!
Mark: ha - true. though if my memory is right i always liked your family. they seemed slightly off which reminded me of my family. i remember your sister with the big hair picking us up from the bowling alley and your 20lb brother drinking protein shakes.
memories.
Jason: yes those were the days but sadly i dont go home. my mother is a whore and my brother and sister live on opposite sides of the state.
you don't still throw the ball backwards do you?
Mark: hmm... ball backwards - basketball? i'm not sure i know that.
and i have to ask - how whorish is the old hag? don't really think of her as a hag but since we are currently calling her a whore i didn't think there would be any ill feelings.
Jason: you used to throw the bowlibg ball backwards. oh my mother met many a men over a phone dating service and slept with all of them one married her and how the hag lives in a trailer park in branson!!
Mark: haha - silver dollar city. my grandparents bought me my first whip there.
i hate to laugh - but it is kind of funny.
to make it up to you i'm going to wish she gets an STD not curable by ointment and she is forced to urinate in a bag for the rest of her life.
Jason: aww why thank you. she probably already has one living in that shit hole trailer that she resides in. ah the holidays bring out toucbing fanily feelings!!
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In honor of mandy -
I'll have a gobble gobble please.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Stalker Part 12, Part 13
I was kidding of course - only one email a day? who are we kidding.
these are the second and third for July 5th.
I enjoy the first one. she was outside and I guess she heard her phone ring and after what feels like months of no responses she assumes that maybe i had called her.
does that mean this was her first phone call she received since this started?
i would make a joke about the outfit she's wearing - but why bother.
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Did you just try to call me?
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 6:38 PM
To: Mark_XX@XX.com
Mark, did you just try to call me? If so, I was outside watering my flowers. Try to recall me again in a few minutes as am logging off now.
Melanie
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Hi, it's Melanie
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 6:56 PM
To: Mark_r1982@XXXX.com
Mark Sweety, if you wish to call me is fine. I'm home all by myself, wearing my crop top, with babe on it and short shorts, white fringed ones. I've been singing today and sending off my romance and suspense stories. I'm logging off now in case you wish to call me. Here is my number again:
1812 886-XXXX
PS you have amost Excellent Day now, you hear?
these are the second and third for July 5th.
I enjoy the first one. she was outside and I guess she heard her phone ring and after what feels like months of no responses she assumes that maybe i had called her.
does that mean this was her first phone call she received since this started?
i would make a joke about the outfit she's wearing - but why bother.
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Did you just try to call me?
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 6:38 PM
To: Mark_XX@XX.com
Mark, did you just try to call me? If so, I was outside watering my flowers. Try to recall me again in a few minutes as am logging off now.
Melanie
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Hi, it's Melanie
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 6:56 PM
To: Mark_r1982@XXXX.com
Mark Sweety, if you wish to call me is fine. I'm home all by myself, wearing my crop top, with babe on it and short shorts, white fringed ones. I've been singing today and sending off my romance and suspense stories. I'm logging off now in case you wish to call me. Here is my number again:
1812 886-XXXX
PS you have amost Excellent Day now, you hear?
Stalker Part 9, Part 10, Part 11
Look at this - back to only one email a day.
that's better.
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Hello
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Wed 7/03/02 12:21 AM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
I met a new guy tonight and we really seemed to hit it off fantastically. H eis 25 and I'm 35 but ten yrs. difference isn't really that much. I think I may start dating him. I was so hoping, deep down that you and I would hit it off eventually but see that would never happen. Oh well. I really seemed to feel we could at least be friends. Hope you wish to call me sumtime just to chat.
Melanie (AngelQueen666@XXXX.com
PS I still think your'e cute. Can't you even jsut write to me one time MARK? Just to say hi?
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Happy Fourth of July!
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Thu 7/04/02 9:27 PM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
Here's wishing you a happy Fourth of July. Hope you can give me a call sumtime?
Melanie
ps You should have my number as I emailed it to you plently of times now. So go on, say hello to me, even in an email. angelqueen666@XXXX.com
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Did you get those music Adresses I sent you?
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 4:37 PM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
Mark, hit, I don't know why you won't at least email me. I was so hoping to hear from yuo. Did you get those music addresses I sent to you? You never acknowledge that you did. Well, I'm just sitting here not doing a whole lot. I sent my novel off as I recently finished it. Wonder if I'll hear from them or not soon. Well, hope you had a Great Fourth of July wit your guy friend.
You take care.
May Many bright Belling shower down on you, for Good Luck and Wealth to come your way.
Melanie
Say give me a buzz if you're home today 1 812 886 XXXX...would enjoy hearing from you in the near future.
that's better.
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Hello
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Wed 7/03/02 12:21 AM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
I met a new guy tonight and we really seemed to hit it off fantastically. H eis 25 and I'm 35 but ten yrs. difference isn't really that much. I think I may start dating him. I was so hoping, deep down that you and I would hit it off eventually but see that would never happen. Oh well. I really seemed to feel we could at least be friends. Hope you wish to call me sumtime just to chat.
Melanie (AngelQueen666@XXXX.com
PS I still think your'e cute. Can't you even jsut write to me one time MARK? Just to say hi?
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Happy Fourth of July!
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Thu 7/04/02 9:27 PM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
Here's wishing you a happy Fourth of July. Hope you can give me a call sumtime?
Melanie
ps You should have my number as I emailed it to you plently of times now. So go on, say hello to me, even in an email. angelqueen666@XXXX.com
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Did you get those music Adresses I sent you?
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
You may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Fri 7/05/02 4:37 PM
To: Mark_X@XXXX.com
Mark, hit, I don't know why you won't at least email me. I was so hoping to hear from yuo. Did you get those music addresses I sent to you? You never acknowledge that you did. Well, I'm just sitting here not doing a whole lot. I sent my novel off as I recently finished it. Wonder if I'll hear from them or not soon. Well, hope you had a Great Fourth of July wit your guy friend.
You take care.
May Many bright Belling shower down on you, for Good Luck and Wealth to come your way.
Melanie
Say give me a buzz if you're home today 1 812 886 XXXX...would enjoy hearing from you in the near future.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Stalker Part 6, Part 7, Part 8...
so the last email was beginning to cross the line. but then she sent it 3 other times that day with different subject lines.
weird huh?
oh yeah - after sending that email 4 times she still found it in her to write another one that evening...
and then another....
and another.....
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ANGELQUEEN JUST WANTS 2 CHAT
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 6:18 PM
To: Mark_XXXXX@hotmail.com
Hi MARK, i CAN;T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVEN'T AT LEAST EMAILED ME BY NOW. WAZ IT SUMTHING EYE SAID? i MUST OF SAID SUMTHING TO MAKE U NOT WANT 2 NO ME NOW HUH? WELL, NUGH' OF THAT, CAN'T CRY OVER IT NONE.
SAY, DID YOU YOU GET THOSE NEW MESSEGES I SENT W/THE ADDRESSES TO MAIL YOUR TAPES TOO? IF YOU NEED MORE, LET ME KNOW. I CALLED LIKE FOUR TIMES ALREADY BUT YOU SO DON'T WANT TO EITHER TALK TO ME OR JUST WAY TOO BUSY OF A SOCIAL LIFE OR WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND TO WANT TO KNOW ME, I GUESS? WELL, SO WOULD YOU EVER LIKE TO JUST EMAIL ME AND IS ALL? WOULD ENJOY A LETTER FROM YOU SUMDAY, YOU KNOW, JUST TO SAY "HI" EVEN. WELL, KEEP IN TOUCH, THAT'S K.I.T, IN COMPUTER JARGEN YOU KNOW.
SEE YA' IN YOUR DREAMS MARK...WINK...WINK :- )
XOXO, YOU ARE SOOO bOSS!!
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Record Company
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 7:27 PM
To: Mark_XXXX2@hotmail.com
Cc: angelqueen666@XXXX.com
Mark, if you want the BEST one yet, I just ran onto it and this is the address in Nasville you really want to sent your music too. If you want it, you'll just have no choice but to call me as this one, I so do not put in emails for others to read. Call me tonight before 7 p.m. to get the info on this record business recording studio. No FEE and send your poems/music, sung or written to the Attn: of a very into the recording studio, that my friend has sent to and he gave me this address. If you really want it, all you have to do is call me at 1812 886 XXXX or email me at angelqueen666@XXXX.com
Say Mark, is there sum reason you haven't been able to email me. Is your email full or sumthing? I've so had this happen to me and then they cut off your account, not with yahoo mail as it is way better than hotmail or aol and the messeges are like two seconds and they are sent and you get FREE spellcheck as well. Well, have a fantastic n' fun tyme with your boytoy! take it easy...don't bee cheesy, call me sumtime, we'll rap for a spell.
Love to you, Mel
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Fwd: Record Company
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 7:34 PM
To: Mark_XXXX@hotmail.com
Attachments: 1 attachment(s) Antivirus scanning by Trend Micro
Record Co...mht (2.5 KB)
Note: forwarded message attached.
Edlee Music.com log onto it for music address to send your music too. I so have the hottest one on paper, so be sure and call me for this one.
1812 886 XXXX
Melanie
weird huh?
oh yeah - after sending that email 4 times she still found it in her to write another one that evening...
and then another....
and another.....
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ANGELQUEEN JUST WANTS 2 CHAT
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 6:18 PM
To: Mark_XXXXX@hotmail.com
Hi MARK, i CAN;T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVEN'T AT LEAST EMAILED ME BY NOW. WAZ IT SUMTHING EYE SAID? i MUST OF SAID SUMTHING TO MAKE U NOT WANT 2 NO ME NOW HUH? WELL, NUGH' OF THAT, CAN'T CRY OVER IT NONE.
SAY, DID YOU YOU GET THOSE NEW MESSEGES I SENT W/THE ADDRESSES TO MAIL YOUR TAPES TOO? IF YOU NEED MORE, LET ME KNOW. I CALLED LIKE FOUR TIMES ALREADY BUT YOU SO DON'T WANT TO EITHER TALK TO ME OR JUST WAY TOO BUSY OF A SOCIAL LIFE OR WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND TO WANT TO KNOW ME, I GUESS? WELL, SO WOULD YOU EVER LIKE TO JUST EMAIL ME AND IS ALL? WOULD ENJOY A LETTER FROM YOU SUMDAY, YOU KNOW, JUST TO SAY "HI" EVEN. WELL, KEEP IN TOUCH, THAT'S K.I.T, IN COMPUTER JARGEN YOU KNOW.
SEE YA' IN YOUR DREAMS MARK...WINK...WINK :- )
XOXO, YOU ARE SOOO bOSS!!
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Record Company
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 7:27 PM
To: Mark_XXXX2@hotmail.com
Cc: angelqueen666@XXXX.com
Mark, if you want the BEST one yet, I just ran onto it and this is the address in Nasville you really want to sent your music too. If you want it, you'll just have no choice but to call me as this one, I so do not put in emails for others to read. Call me tonight before 7 p.m. to get the info on this record business recording studio. No FEE and send your poems/music, sung or written to the Attn: of a very into the recording studio, that my friend has sent to and he gave me this address. If you really want it, all you have to do is call me at 1812 886 XXXX or email me at angelqueen666@XXXX.com
Say Mark, is there sum reason you haven't been able to email me. Is your email full or sumthing? I've so had this happen to me and then they cut off your account, not with yahoo mail as it is way better than hotmail or aol and the messeges are like two seconds and they are sent and you get FREE spellcheck as well. Well, have a fantastic n' fun tyme with your boytoy! take it easy...don't bee cheesy, call me sumtime, we'll rap for a spell.
Love to you, Mel
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Fwd: Record Company
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 7:34 PM
To: Mark_XXXX@hotmail.com
Attachments: 1 attachment(s) Antivirus scanning by Trend Micro
Record Co...mht (2.5 KB)
Note: forwarded message attached.
Edlee Music.com log onto it for music address to send your music too. I so have the hottest one on paper, so be sure and call me for this one.
1812 886 XXXX
Melanie
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Stalker Part 5
4 days later this one appears. she got a new email address. angel queen 666. or would that be queen of lucifer's angels?
i remember this email creeped me out.
she would love to "rap" sometime. i believe she is the only person who has used that phrase besides mr. belding when he was substituting for miss bliss's home room class before bayside mysteriously relocated to california.
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Hi MARK!
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 11:23 AM
To: Mark_r1982@hotmail.com
Cc: angelqueen666@XXXX.com
This is Melanie. You can email me at my new email at
AngelQueen666@XXXX.com Well, here are those record
compnaies I promised to send to you. Print them outnow
okay? I'm sortof like reading int he dark but I'll
read them good enough to send to you. There are tow of
them here.
1) 310-858-3300 (Music/Talent/ Artists/be in movies
pictures, send one photo of yourself, or talk to them,
first on phone. No coverage fee. Ask for Britany
2) Short-story contest: Young Author Society, 100
Second Street Box 122 South Jamesport, NY 11970
Also there is Edlee Music. I thi k you have to type
onto Edleemusic.com for the address there.
Say Mark, why don't you give me a buzz sumtime soon
okay? My new number is 1812 886 XXXX. I'd live to rap
with you for a few and I get lonely. See, I don't
really have any friends and no boyfriend either so you
can clal and won't have to deal with a guy at my house
so it's Kool to call me alrighty then? Yes, Mark, I
only want to be your friend really. I hope that is ok
with you. If you wanted me for more, don't get me
wrong, I'd love that but I would not push it. Say, are
you mad at me for sum reason? I won't call you no more
as you will not return my messeges so I tossed your
number aside and you can call me if you like. I get
the feeling you don't want to chat with me but I
understand. I guess I can just sit at home anf feel
sorry for myself that I can't find a friend.
Bye, hope these helped. I'll send sum legite ones soon
to you that will definitly help you get started in the
music business.
Love to you, melanie
ps Reply that at least you got this email form me
okay?
You don't even have to say hi, just say, got em. reply
at angelqueen666@yahoo.com
or call em anytime like from 12 noon to 5 p.m, Monday
through Friday, 1812 886 XXXX
Saturday, try me at 12 noon untill 5 p.m. as well. I'm
like so always home.
i remember this email creeped me out.
she would love to "rap" sometime. i believe she is the only person who has used that phrase besides mr. belding when he was substituting for miss bliss's home room class before bayside mysteriously relocated to california.
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Hi MARK!
From: Amethest Miller (angelqueen666@XXXX.com)
Medium riskYou may not know this sender.Mark as safe|Mark as unsafe
Sent: Tue 7/02/02 11:23 AM
To: Mark_r1982@hotmail.com
Cc: angelqueen666@XXXX.com
This is Melanie. You can email me at my new email at
AngelQueen666@XXXX.com Well, here are those record
compnaies I promised to send to you. Print them outnow
okay? I'm sortof like reading int he dark but I'll
read them good enough to send to you. There are tow of
them here.
1) 310-858-3300 (Music/Talent/ Artists/be in movies
pictures, send one photo of yourself, or talk to them,
first on phone. No coverage fee. Ask for Britany
2) Short-story contest: Young Author Society, 100
Second Street Box 122 South Jamesport, NY 11970
Also there is Edlee Music. I thi k you have to type
onto Edleemusic.com for the address there.
Say Mark, why don't you give me a buzz sumtime soon
okay? My new number is 1812 886 XXXX. I'd live to rap
with you for a few and I get lonely. See, I don't
really have any friends and no boyfriend either so you
can clal and won't have to deal with a guy at my house
so it's Kool to call me alrighty then? Yes, Mark, I
only want to be your friend really. I hope that is ok
with you. If you wanted me for more, don't get me
wrong, I'd love that but I would not push it. Say, are
you mad at me for sum reason? I won't call you no more
as you will not return my messeges so I tossed your
number aside and you can call me if you like. I get
the feeling you don't want to chat with me but I
understand. I guess I can just sit at home anf feel
sorry for myself that I can't find a friend.
Bye, hope these helped. I'll send sum legite ones soon
to you that will definitly help you get started in the
music business.
Love to you, melanie
ps Reply that at least you got this email form me
okay?
You don't even have to say hi, just say, got em. reply
at angelqueen666@yahoo.com
or call em anytime like from 12 noon to 5 p.m, Monday
through Friday, 1812 886 XXXX
Saturday, try me at 12 noon untill 5 p.m. as well. I'm
like so always home.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Stalker Part 4
this time she waited 5 days to write - though as she mentions there were a few phone calls involved. she informs me that she is not coming on to me, just wants to be friends - but if i did want her she requires that we use protection.
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Remember me???
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Fri 6/28/02 3:24 AM
To: Mark_XXXXXX@hotmail.com
Mark, called three times already, but I guess you are swamped with working. Do you go to college? I have my nurses license. So tell me, am I ever gonna hear from you? No sweetie I would not try to get you to want me. I had wrote to you, if you ever decided or wanted to I meant, to want me, to let me know. I also wrote, I would not come between you and your male lover. Well, I guess there is not a whole lot left to say Mark. I bid you a nice day. It is rather late yes, and been busy on the computer, I'll say, looking up words I never even knew exsisted, like triologist or sumthing like that for my friend. Well, if you get the chance give me a buzz, no. is 1812 886 XXXX. I'm usually home as not a party-person, and enver been to a party in my whole life. seen Don Henly in concert, though. And Lori Morgan and Loretta Lynn as well. L/Lynn is an excellent singer. Say did you want those record company address? I bet you can sing if you really wanted to Mr. Gorgeous and that is only a compliment, not ac come-on. Well, Mark, it is rather late, maybe I should retire for the night. I walked a long distacne today, was super board and now really getting a bit tired. Ha! Yes, that isa good word for it, I suppose. I walked too long and it was like 82 over here today and yesterday, it was 88. Okay now, I should get sum rest as is 2:19 a.m. I jsut wish you'd write me or call, either way would be fine with me. No, I don't date and no, I do not have a lover, neither m or female. I just wanted to be friends. Would you like to be friends? If you did ever want for me, you just let me know okay sugar? I do belive in protection though. I guess it is time to head off for bed now. You take it easy and hey, call me sumday okay?
Melanie(The gal who was singin' in the store...remember me
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Remember me???
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Fri 6/28/02 3:24 AM
To: Mark_XXXXXX@hotmail.com
Mark, called three times already, but I guess you are swamped with working. Do you go to college? I have my nurses license. So tell me, am I ever gonna hear from you? No sweetie I would not try to get you to want me. I had wrote to you, if you ever decided or wanted to I meant, to want me, to let me know. I also wrote, I would not come between you and your male lover. Well, I guess there is not a whole lot left to say Mark. I bid you a nice day. It is rather late yes, and been busy on the computer, I'll say, looking up words I never even knew exsisted, like triologist or sumthing like that for my friend. Well, if you get the chance give me a buzz, no. is 1812 886 XXXX. I'm usually home as not a party-person, and enver been to a party in my whole life. seen Don Henly in concert, though. And Lori Morgan and Loretta Lynn as well. L/Lynn is an excellent singer. Say did you want those record company address? I bet you can sing if you really wanted to Mr. Gorgeous and that is only a compliment, not ac come-on. Well, Mark, it is rather late, maybe I should retire for the night. I walked a long distacne today, was super board and now really getting a bit tired. Ha! Yes, that isa good word for it, I suppose. I walked too long and it was like 82 over here today and yesterday, it was 88. Okay now, I should get sum rest as is 2:19 a.m. I jsut wish you'd write me or call, either way would be fine with me. No, I don't date and no, I do not have a lover, neither m or female. I just wanted to be friends. Would you like to be friends? If you did ever want for me, you just let me know okay sugar? I do belive in protection though. I guess it is time to head off for bed now. You take it easy and hey, call me sumday okay?
Melanie(The gal who was singin' in the store...remember me
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Stalker Part 3
This email was sent less then 10 minutes from the previous one - and she sent it three times in a row.
I enjoy how she informs me that azure is the color blue, casually mentions familial abuse and reiterates, for the umpteenth time - she just wants to be friends.
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Do you like Poetry?
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 4:53 PM
To: Mark_xXXXX@hotmail.com
Here is ine if my poems I've written
He walks alone in solitude,
not knowing the unknown.
He had dark tresses,
and azure hue eyes, (Azure is blue, you know)
and a smile that captivates me so.
He is music, he is a sweet song,
that sings in my heart.
He is that pretty bird, sitting on a limb,
whistling his happy tune.
Oh, how I wished he'd be my friend and dance a dance with me.
We could be together, in sweet harmony, (As freinds) I mean.
I hope you enjoyed my poem. Say, do you ever visulize sumthing nice that has happened to you? I like ti sumtimes, if it is good stuff. Don't like to think about the abuse my second husband put me through but that was 10 1/2 or 11 yrs. ago and he moved to Florida a long time ago and found him a wife. He never divorced me but married her anyways. Well, I will talk to you more later on. Will check my email in an hour just in case you are lounging around the house.
A Friend who asks for nothing more than your kindness, Melanie
I enjoy how she informs me that azure is the color blue, casually mentions familial abuse and reiterates, for the umpteenth time - she just wants to be friends.
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Do you like Poetry?
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 4:53 PM
To: Mark_xXXXX@hotmail.com
Here is ine if my poems I've written
He walks alone in solitude,
not knowing the unknown.
He had dark tresses,
and azure hue eyes, (Azure is blue, you know)
and a smile that captivates me so.
He is music, he is a sweet song,
that sings in my heart.
He is that pretty bird, sitting on a limb,
whistling his happy tune.
Oh, how I wished he'd be my friend and dance a dance with me.
We could be together, in sweet harmony, (As freinds) I mean.
I hope you enjoyed my poem. Say, do you ever visulize sumthing nice that has happened to you? I like ti sumtimes, if it is good stuff. Don't like to think about the abuse my second husband put me through but that was 10 1/2 or 11 yrs. ago and he moved to Florida a long time ago and found him a wife. He never divorced me but married her anyways. Well, I will talk to you more later on. Will check my email in an hour just in case you are lounging around the house.
A Friend who asks for nothing more than your kindness, Melanie
Stalker Part 2
Second email received - after i didn't respond to her 3 phone calls the prior afternoon or her previous email sent 16 hours prior.
Hello again
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 4:47 PM
To: Mark_XXXXX@hotmail.com
U must be visiting your boyfriend today as I don't think you've checked your email unless I said sumthing wrong? (in my other email). I waz wondering, maybe sum time we could just grab a bite to eat, sum weekend, would you like that? Just as friends only of course. Maybe in a couple of weeks, a friday or Saturday night, you could come down and I'll pay for my meal and you, yours. Theres' a nice little cafe, called Purgatory and it is a relaxing atmoshpere. I would love to wear a nice dress, cause I love to dress up and we can jsut talk for a little while is all. Well, have a most pleasant day. I did leave you my number in case you wish to call me.
1812 886 XXXX
Hope to hear from you by email of phone call.
Melanie
K.I.T.
p/s I feel sorta lonly and down today, no one to talk too. Typing stories can take alot out of you. Well, if yo u ever want to chat, just email me anytime. I'll always make time to read anything you've writtin to me sweetie. I have a feeling we could be the best of friends and if that is all you would desire, is perfectly fine with me. Friends are great to have.
Hello again
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 4:47 PM
To: Mark_XXXXX@hotmail.com
U must be visiting your boyfriend today as I don't think you've checked your email unless I said sumthing wrong? (in my other email). I waz wondering, maybe sum time we could just grab a bite to eat, sum weekend, would you like that? Just as friends only of course. Maybe in a couple of weeks, a friday or Saturday night, you could come down and I'll pay for my meal and you, yours. Theres' a nice little cafe, called Purgatory and it is a relaxing atmoshpere. I would love to wear a nice dress, cause I love to dress up and we can jsut talk for a little while is all. Well, have a most pleasant day. I did leave you my number in case you wish to call me.
1812 886 XXXX
Hope to hear from you by email of phone call.
Melanie
K.I.T.
p/s I feel sorta lonly and down today, no one to talk too. Typing stories can take alot out of you. Well, if yo u ever want to chat, just email me anytime. I'll always make time to read anything you've writtin to me sweetie. I have a feeling we could be the best of friends and if that is all you would desire, is perfectly fine with me. Friends are great to have.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
i'm a slacker - stalker part 1
so - as you all can tell i took quite a break from writing. i do apologize.
umm... important things - i saw nkotb, twice. i see tina turner tomorrow. i'm starting a new school in january. i'm sadly still employed. i'm sure a few things here and there i'll fill in down the road.
i was reading my old emails and saw my old "stalker" melanie. i met her when i worked at gadzooks. i was walking around the store and this lady was singing along to the voices in her head and i said, sarcastically, "wow - that sounds great." her response - "why thank you hon, i just love to sing, i..."
before i knew it she had taken my arm and rattled off 30 facts ranging from her singing abilities to her love for writing erotica novels. she was mid 30's, peroxide hair and fire red dress at 2pm in the eastland mall in e'ville, indiana. she was odd.
anyways - i got away from her by going into the stock room for 10 minutes. i come out and she's waiting for me. just wants to know if i'd like to grab lunch sometime, "just as friends - friendship is alright by me" - in her words.
she asks if i have a girlfriend - i lied and said no, i have a boyfriend. "that's alright, i didn't think you were much in to girls."
i see this slightly crazy looking woman - so sad, so lonely. i say sure - we can grab lunch sometime. i think what's the harm, she can come to the mall - i'll give her 20 minutes of time on my break and maybe make her day a little brighter.
i give her my email address, and sadly - when pushed - gave her my phone number.
i leave work around 3pm and arrive home later that day around 5pm. i have 3 voicemails from her already. the third - "hey mark - i just thought i'd sing you a song." that was followed by a 6 minute 'original' number.
i didn't call back. later that night i got the first of many emails. listed below. please note that i never called her or wrote her back - but the phone calls and emails persisted over the following months.
the emails were random but consisted of ramblings, desire to be friends, and usually - some sexual reference. she flipped-flopped back and forth from being straight, to gay, and back again. and more then once - offered herself to me.
barf.
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Helllo Mark
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 12:21 AM
To: xxxx_xXXXX@hotmail.com
Hi Mark, how are you? I'm glad to have met you, as I liked you instantly. I too am gay, as I like women but sadly I can not seem to find any women who like other women in the way that I do. Yes, it is upsetting to feel alone and no one to touch or even hold your hand and do not worry, as I would never think of trying to split you and your boyfriend apart, as I feel for one, you love him, so how could I do sumthing like that to a couple. I have a few male friends who like men as well, but they are in their 40's. I rarely see them anymore but they drop by now and then to say hello and give me a hug. I liked the touch of you hand in mine as I felt sheer friendship instantly. I get real good vibes from you. You are an attractive young man and if you ever did want me, I would never tell a soul but I would still not try to split you and your lover apart, as I am not that away. Sum woman are not very nice in this world, I'll say, to men or women either. I llike to be kind to as many of people as I can. I would love a friend to talk to. I just don't hang around to many people, just my uncle and my girlfriend, friend only. I would love to meet a 29 to 35 yr. old female who was into women only even 21 would not be so bad as long as the person is 19 and over is okay with me. I would like to meet a long blonde haired woman with blue eyes and light tan and slendor and attractive. I may not be so pretty but I used to be gorgeous when I was 17 and 18 yr.s old. I am getting older now and not as pretty as I used to be but I tell you I used to be a real knockout even in my twenties. I am almost 36, come this October the eight. Say, do you and your guy friend ever go dancing together? I see nothing wrong with it, as long as you love one another it is not a terrible thing. sum people jsut go to bed with anyone, not me. I am in it for the love. I have had my heart broken by men before is why I went to liking women. I have been intimate with men, yes, but I haven't been able to enjoy being with a man, in that way, for a long time, too long. I don't know if I could enjoy a man's touch again cause been used and hurts a lot and I would not wish to be used again. I would not want you to ever go through the heart ache I've been through. My ex-husband moved out and he and my 15 1/2 yr. old live together in his moms house as he does not live with me but my other son, who is 16 1/2 does live with me. He will be 17 in September. He is as tall or a bit taller than I am. he is so smart too, knows computers, and science but has trouble in English. I was okay in school, never went to college though but went to vocational school and got my CNA, certified nursing license. I plan on moving to Evansville in a few years, as my uncle owns five houses there and I might move from my home in five to six months or less if he buys one and I'll rent it off him for $225.00 a month as I pay $386.00 her and is way too high for this place, I'll say. I need a nicer place really. It's okay but want sumthing nicer. Well, Mark, I rented a movie so I may watch that, just picked it off the shelf tonight, it has Nicole Kidman in it. She's just the cutest thing and so is a few other women on the movies, I find attractive as well, like Salma Haymak. What a babe she is. It does not bother you that I am into women, surely, but sum people in Vincennes would not know how to take it. I like talking to people in Evansville a lot more as nicer people to relate too and I just don't really relate too well with many of the Vincennes folks around here. Well, I have been so busy writting my stories. I have sent lots off and a few will go out Sunday night to Canada. I am working on a guy-guy romance one, about two men falling in love. They meet in a cafe' and it will be hot, exciting and romantic. I will email it to you okay after I'm finished. it may be a week before I get to it but will soon enought. I jsut completed a lesbian story, erotic-fiction as well and that is one I am mailing off tomorrow. I wrote another one with an all gal lesbian party but a guy is involved but none of them have intercourse with the guy, he is just a male stripper only and that is all. I like to writea nd my friend, he is a published writter as well. Oh yes, I was telling you about sum addresses to send your talent too, music to. You do write your own songs, correct, just the lyrics alone, correct? I am going to hunt them up tomorrow and email you a few alright? There are lots of places in Nashville, Tn, that you can mail your CD too. My cousin Josh, he is getting his songs but is rap only, published. He is your age, nice looking, has a woman though and he is so sweet of a young man. I like him a lot cause he talked to me for the longest time months ago when he was visitung. He's had it rough in life, moms an alcolic. I rarely ever touch alcohol, only in moderation, is all. I guess this is getting a bit too long so I should go for now.
I think I'll try to watch sum of my movie and then go to bed. Knowing me, I'll most likey fall asleeep during the show. Talk to you later. take care.
Sweet hug to you...Melanie
PS By the way my number is, if you ever wish to call is 1-812-886-XXXX
Oh by the way, I think that is a good idea you used your birth year for part of your email. that was neat idea. I was gonna have mine WitchyAngel@hotmail.com or Angelwitch@hotmail.com Well, call you later...be good now and don't take any wooden nickles off of nobody. Wow, you are so handsome. I almost wish I could just hold your hand again as would satify me. The sex part, I don't care if ever happened, the feel of sumones hand that I feel a friendship for is more than enough for me. I would never impose myself on you or throw myself on you. I'm too much of a lady to act like that, have a little class about me. I'm really busy with my writtings and poetry and have a big chance to ahve all my 38 poems printed in a book, with Barmes and Noble. It will cost me for the ink though but my uncle may be able to help me a little out there and of course I'd pay him it back plus interest as well. Wish me lots of luck in my writtings and I do wish you all the best of luck with your boyfriend.
Love to you, Melanie or Angelwitch which is to be in my add soon in back of Globe, Satr and National Enquirer. I am having my comment and photo in a magazine too as signed the contract a week or two ago to give them permission to print my short piece and pic of me, I sent to them. well, this time I better let you go. I'll check my email around 12 noon to see if you've wrriten back to me...xoxo Bye for now you gorgeous man you. Was that okay to say as is true, you are quite stunning. Your boyfriend is one lucky guy, I'll say.
umm... important things - i saw nkotb, twice. i see tina turner tomorrow. i'm starting a new school in january. i'm sadly still employed. i'm sure a few things here and there i'll fill in down the road.
i was reading my old emails and saw my old "stalker" melanie. i met her when i worked at gadzooks. i was walking around the store and this lady was singing along to the voices in her head and i said, sarcastically, "wow - that sounds great." her response - "why thank you hon, i just love to sing, i..."
before i knew it she had taken my arm and rattled off 30 facts ranging from her singing abilities to her love for writing erotica novels. she was mid 30's, peroxide hair and fire red dress at 2pm in the eastland mall in e'ville, indiana. she was odd.
anyways - i got away from her by going into the stock room for 10 minutes. i come out and she's waiting for me. just wants to know if i'd like to grab lunch sometime, "just as friends - friendship is alright by me" - in her words.
she asks if i have a girlfriend - i lied and said no, i have a boyfriend. "that's alright, i didn't think you were much in to girls."
i see this slightly crazy looking woman - so sad, so lonely. i say sure - we can grab lunch sometime. i think what's the harm, she can come to the mall - i'll give her 20 minutes of time on my break and maybe make her day a little brighter.
i give her my email address, and sadly - when pushed - gave her my phone number.
i leave work around 3pm and arrive home later that day around 5pm. i have 3 voicemails from her already. the third - "hey mark - i just thought i'd sing you a song." that was followed by a 6 minute 'original' number.
i didn't call back. later that night i got the first of many emails. listed below. please note that i never called her or wrote her back - but the phone calls and emails persisted over the following months.
the emails were random but consisted of ramblings, desire to be friends, and usually - some sexual reference. she flipped-flopped back and forth from being straight, to gay, and back again. and more then once - offered herself to me.
barf.
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Helllo Mark
From: Melanie Miller (XXxxxxXX@hotmail.com)
Sent: Sun 6/23/02 12:21 AM
To: xxxx_xXXXX@hotmail.com
Hi Mark, how are you? I'm glad to have met you, as I liked you instantly. I too am gay, as I like women but sadly I can not seem to find any women who like other women in the way that I do. Yes, it is upsetting to feel alone and no one to touch or even hold your hand and do not worry, as I would never think of trying to split you and your boyfriend apart, as I feel for one, you love him, so how could I do sumthing like that to a couple. I have a few male friends who like men as well, but they are in their 40's. I rarely see them anymore but they drop by now and then to say hello and give me a hug. I liked the touch of you hand in mine as I felt sheer friendship instantly. I get real good vibes from you. You are an attractive young man and if you ever did want me, I would never tell a soul but I would still not try to split you and your lover apart, as I am not that away. Sum woman are not very nice in this world, I'll say, to men or women either. I llike to be kind to as many of people as I can. I would love a friend to talk to. I just don't hang around to many people, just my uncle and my girlfriend, friend only. I would love to meet a 29 to 35 yr. old female who was into women only even 21 would not be so bad as long as the person is 19 and over is okay with me. I would like to meet a long blonde haired woman with blue eyes and light tan and slendor and attractive. I may not be so pretty but I used to be gorgeous when I was 17 and 18 yr.s old. I am getting older now and not as pretty as I used to be but I tell you I used to be a real knockout even in my twenties. I am almost 36, come this October the eight. Say, do you and your guy friend ever go dancing together? I see nothing wrong with it, as long as you love one another it is not a terrible thing. sum people jsut go to bed with anyone, not me. I am in it for the love. I have had my heart broken by men before is why I went to liking women. I have been intimate with men, yes, but I haven't been able to enjoy being with a man, in that way, for a long time, too long. I don't know if I could enjoy a man's touch again cause been used and hurts a lot and I would not wish to be used again. I would not want you to ever go through the heart ache I've been through. My ex-husband moved out and he and my 15 1/2 yr. old live together in his moms house as he does not live with me but my other son, who is 16 1/2 does live with me. He will be 17 in September. He is as tall or a bit taller than I am. he is so smart too, knows computers, and science but has trouble in English. I was okay in school, never went to college though but went to vocational school and got my CNA, certified nursing license. I plan on moving to Evansville in a few years, as my uncle owns five houses there and I might move from my home in five to six months or less if he buys one and I'll rent it off him for $225.00 a month as I pay $386.00 her and is way too high for this place, I'll say. I need a nicer place really. It's okay but want sumthing nicer. Well, Mark, I rented a movie so I may watch that, just picked it off the shelf tonight, it has Nicole Kidman in it. She's just the cutest thing and so is a few other women on the movies, I find attractive as well, like Salma Haymak. What a babe she is. It does not bother you that I am into women, surely, but sum people in Vincennes would not know how to take it. I like talking to people in Evansville a lot more as nicer people to relate too and I just don't really relate too well with many of the Vincennes folks around here. Well, I have been so busy writting my stories. I have sent lots off and a few will go out Sunday night to Canada. I am working on a guy-guy romance one, about two men falling in love. They meet in a cafe' and it will be hot, exciting and romantic. I will email it to you okay after I'm finished. it may be a week before I get to it but will soon enought. I jsut completed a lesbian story, erotic-fiction as well and that is one I am mailing off tomorrow. I wrote another one with an all gal lesbian party but a guy is involved but none of them have intercourse with the guy, he is just a male stripper only and that is all. I like to writea nd my friend, he is a published writter as well. Oh yes, I was telling you about sum addresses to send your talent too, music to. You do write your own songs, correct, just the lyrics alone, correct? I am going to hunt them up tomorrow and email you a few alright? There are lots of places in Nashville, Tn, that you can mail your CD too. My cousin Josh, he is getting his songs but is rap only, published. He is your age, nice looking, has a woman though and he is so sweet of a young man. I like him a lot cause he talked to me for the longest time months ago when he was visitung. He's had it rough in life, moms an alcolic. I rarely ever touch alcohol, only in moderation, is all. I guess this is getting a bit too long so I should go for now.
I think I'll try to watch sum of my movie and then go to bed. Knowing me, I'll most likey fall asleeep during the show. Talk to you later. take care.
Sweet hug to you...Melanie
PS By the way my number is, if you ever wish to call is 1-812-886-XXXX
Oh by the way, I think that is a good idea you used your birth year for part of your email. that was neat idea. I was gonna have mine WitchyAngel@hotmail.com or Angelwitch@hotmail.com Well, call you later...be good now and don't take any wooden nickles off of nobody. Wow, you are so handsome. I almost wish I could just hold your hand again as would satify me. The sex part, I don't care if ever happened, the feel of sumones hand that I feel a friendship for is more than enough for me. I would never impose myself on you or throw myself on you. I'm too much of a lady to act like that, have a little class about me. I'm really busy with my writtings and poetry and have a big chance to ahve all my 38 poems printed in a book, with Barmes and Noble. It will cost me for the ink though but my uncle may be able to help me a little out there and of course I'd pay him it back plus interest as well. Wish me lots of luck in my writtings and I do wish you all the best of luck with your boyfriend.
Love to you, Melanie or Angelwitch which is to be in my add soon in back of Globe, Satr and National Enquirer. I am having my comment and photo in a magazine too as signed the contract a week or two ago to give them permission to print my short piece and pic of me, I sent to them. well, this time I better let you go. I'll check my email around 12 noon to see if you've wrriten back to me...xoxo Bye for now you gorgeous man you. Was that okay to say as is true, you are quite stunning. Your boyfriend is one lucky guy, I'll say.
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